Thank you stranger, for your therapeutic smile

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 02:19:57 GMT

Due to my complete boredom& lonliness,
and since I dislike this name,
I made a new livejournal.
I like starting over.

Soo you should probably add it?

guernicax

Angel of music

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 21:04:15 GMT

I'm two quarters and a heart down

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 00:39:03 GMT

I'm obsessed with the buildings they have at Central Park in Fredericksburg.

We had to have breakfast and lunch at McDonalds.

Serwaa danced with Brian.

And Philip.

& Rachel.

&& the most amusing thing I've heard all day,
my mom went through the pictures of everyone, and decided she though Ryan was the cutest and best looking.

:x: name :x: brittany
:x: first name backwards :x: ynattirb
:x: birthdate :x: july 11th
:x: birthplace :x: hospital
:x: current place you live :x: louisa
:x: parent’s names :x: angie and dave
:x: their age :x: 41? and 38
:x: siblings :x: 1
:x: school :x: lchs
:x: length of time at school :x: too long
:x: best teacher :x: i guess shirk
:x: piercings :x:ears
:x: tattoos :x: none
:x: height :x: 5'3
:x: shoe size :x: 8
:x: hair color :x: brownish red
:x: length :x: medium

:x: LAST… :x:

:x: movie you rented :x: something with a little girl and a dog
:x: movie you bought :x:it's been too long
:x: song you listened to :x: dance dance
:x: song that was stuck in your head :x: kiss the girl
:x: cd you listened to :x:HIM ray charles
:x: person you've called :x: i don't know
:x: person that's called you :x: no one
:x: tv show you've watched :x: dunno
:x: person you were thinking of :x: ryan probably

:x: DO… :x:

:x: you think you are pretty? :x: not really
:x: you think you are funny? :x: no
:x: you think you are friendly? :x: i try to be
:x: you think you are amusing? :x: i dunno
:x: you think you are ugly? :x: maybe
:x: you think you are loveable? :x: i don't know
:x: you think you are pessimistic? :x: sometimes
:x: you think you are optimistic? :x: i try
:x: you think you are caring? :x: yeah. or i try
:x: you think you are dorky? :x: if i am oh well
:x: you have a bf or gf :x: yep
:x: you have a crush on someone :x:sure
:x: you like your family :x: not the family i live with
:x: you want any siblings :x: i dont even like the ones i have
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else :x: doesnt matter
:x: you think about suicide :x: not anymore really
:x: you believe in online dating :x: whatever. i dont care
:x: others find you attractive :x: i don't know
:x: you drink :x: no
:x: you do drugs :x:ha no
:x: you smoke :x: no
x: you debate a lot :x: no
:x: you have/want a cell phone:no
:x: you like cleaning :x: no
:x: you like roller coasters :x: no
:x: you write in cursive or print :x:print
:x: you carry a donor card :x: no
:x: you like candles :x: mhmm they're nice
:x: you like hot wax :x: yep
:x: you like incense :x: yep
:x: you believe in love :x: yep
:x: you believe in soul mates :x:yep
:x: you believe in love at first sight :x: i dunno
:x: you believe in forgiveness :x:its hard but yeah

:x: FOR OR AGAINST :x:

:x: using someone :x:against
:x: suicide :x:against i guess
:x: killing people :x:against
:x: teenage smoking :x:no different than adult smoking
:x: premarital sex :x:doesn't matter to me.
:x: driving drunk :x:against

:x: FAVORITE :x:

:x: food :x: dunno
:x: song :x:a lot but main one is bowl of oranges
:x: thing to do :x: listen to music
:x: thing to talk about :x: i dunno
:x: sports :x: whatever
:x: drinks :x: orange juice
:x: clothes :x: whatver i see that i like
:x: movies :x: scary
:x: holiday :x: halloween
:x: word :x: fuck
:x: nickname :x: none
:x: guy name :x: draven
:x: girl name :x:sonnet
:x: eye color :x:green
:x: flower :x:white rose
:x: piercing :x:whatever
:x: actress :x:charlise theron
:x: actor :x: joaquin phoenix

:x: HAVE YOU :x:

:x: ever cried because of a guy/girl :x: yeah
:x: ever lied to someone :x: yeah.
:x: ever been in a fist fight :x: no
:x: ever been arrested :x: no
:x: ever been to Belgium :x:no

:x: NUMBER :x:

:x: of times you have been in love :x:1?
:x: of times you have had my heart broken :x:none
:x: of hearts you have broken :x:none
:x: of people you would call true, could trust with your life type friends :x:3, if that
:x: of people you consider my enemies :x:whatever
:x: of times your name has appeared in the newspaper :x: dunno
:x: of scars on your body :x: a few
:x: of things in your past that you regret :x: nothing really

:x: DESCRIBE YOUR… :x:

:x: wallet :x: dont have one
:x: hairbrush :x: purple
:x: toothbrush :x:red and white
:x: jewelry worn daily :x: black bracelets
:x: pillow cover :x:not sure
:x: blanket :x: flowers on it
:x: sunglasses :x: white
:x: shoes :x: lots.
:x: handbag :x: with kids on it
:x: favorite top :x: i dunno
:x: what you are wearing now :x: orange tank top & capris with pink hearts
:x: hair :x: ugly
:x: make up :x: none

:x: WHO or WHAT :x:

:x: in my mouth :x: my tongue
:x: in my head :x: brain
:x: wishing :x: i could talk to ryan
:x: talking to :x: no one.
:x: eating :x: nothing
:x: person you wish you could see right now :x: ryan
:x: is next to you :x:bed
:x: something you're looking forward to in this up coming month :x:nothing
:x: something that you are deathly afraid of :x: being alone
:x: you want done with your body when you die :x:thrown into a river
:x: is your worst enemy :x: whatever
:x: if you could have any animal for a pet :x:cat
:x: the latest you've ever stayed up :x:dunno
:x: can you eat with chopsticks :x:i'm not very good with them
:x: are some of your fave. pig out foods :x:i dunno
:x: you miss that you haven't seen in a long time :x: my grandmother
:x: you want to make happen for tomorrow :x:i want tomorrow to be a beautiful day
:x: THIS OR THAT :x:

:x: chocolate or strawberry :x:strawberry
:x: pen or pencil :x:pen
:x: black or red :x:red
:x: Google or Yahoo :x:google
:x: e-mail or snail mail :x:e-mail
:x: chair or desk :x:desk
:x: hearts or stars :x:hearts
:x: light or dark :x:dark is sexy
:x: day or night :x:night duh
:x: loud or quiet :x:i like being in loud areas

:x: WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR :x:

:x: black :x: night
:x: pencil :x:work
:x: cup :x: water
:x: paper :x: canvas
:x: car :x: away
:x: house :x:hate
:x: water :x:beauty
:x: beach :x: shells
x: ink :x: hands
:x: cake :x: icing

:x: WOULD YOU RATHER :x:

:x: listen or talk :x:listen
:x: write or read :x:write
:x: be deaf or blind :x:blind
:x: sing or play :x:play
x: paint or draw :x:paint

What can I make my title Rachel

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 17:14:27 GMT

You can ask me any 6 questions.
I promise to answer the questions 100% truthfully.

(Repost this and see what people want to ask you)

You should do that so I'll have something to do.

Last night was homecoming.
Fun.
Yesterday I stayed with Rachel & Serwaa at Fredericksburg all day.
I'll post pictures when I get back to my own house.

When you love someone but it goes to waste, could it be worse?

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 23:07:37 GMT

Today was a wonderful day since it's Halloween.
I'll start off with this
1. Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Fave Movie:
5. Fave Song:
6. Fave Band:
7. Most Embarassing Moment:
8. Are you a virgin?
... ... ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
8. Would you hold me if I was crying?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11. If I gave you my phone number, would you call me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you talk about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would you let me sleep with you?
16. Would you take me to a romantic walk on the beach and let me lay with you?
17. Do you think I'm hot?
18. If you could change anything about me -would you?
19. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

I was really bored in history.

I also got bored on the bus.

I don't even know who that is.

You can see my tail.

& a stupid looking one of me since Ryan said I never smile in pictures.
I do. if you want to see pictures.

ps:

i sat in gum today, which basically ruined the entire day.
and i got two C's on my report card.
=(

BUt oh well.
now i'm sitting here bored giving out candy to little trick or treaters.

Redneck--
1] Do you believe the south will rise again? no
2] Do you drive a four-wheel drive automobile? no
3] Do you live in a mobile home? no
4] Is your car still primer gray? no
5] Do you like country music? no
6] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?no
7] Do you own a cowboy hat? no
8] Do you live on more then 2 acres? i don't know
9] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home? no
Total YES: 0

-Goth--
1] Do you wear black eyeliner? yeah
2] Is most of your clothing dark? no
3] Do you think often? yep
4] Do you want to die? sometimes yeah
5] Are you a social outcast? no
6] Are you pale? i guess
7] Do you like Hot Topic? yep
8] Do you like Tim Burton movies? yes
9] Are you nice? yes
Total YES: 6

--Skater Punk--
1] Can you skateboard? no
2] Do you wear Vans? yes
3] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends? no
4] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops? no
5] Do you watch the x-games? no
6] Do you have any piercings? ears
7] Do you like/wear mohawks? i like them
8] Do you wear Band t-shirts? yes
9] Have you called someone a poser? no
Total YES: 4?

--Prep--
1] Do you say the word "like"? yeah
2] Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch? no
3] Do you pop the collar? i would.
4] Do the people in Hot topic scare you? no
5] Do you watch THE OC or LAGUNA BEACH? yes
6] Do you like pop music? yes
7] Do you want/have a little dog? no
8] Do you have a louis vuitton purse? nah
9] Do you have alot of clothes? yes
Total YES: liike 4 or 5

--Hippie--
1] Is your hair long? no
2] Do you own a tye-dye shirt? no
3] Do you want peace? sure
4] Do you want to save the animals? from some things
5] Do you think war is unneccesary? i don't know anymore
6] Is love essential in your life? yeah
7] Have you smoked pot? tried
8] Do you like classic rock and trippy music? yep
9]Are you a vegatarian or vegan? no
Total YES: 3 maybe

--Gangsta--
1] Do you act ghetto? no
2] Do you wear do-rags? Hahahaha, no.
3] Do you like hip-hop? no
4] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper ever? sure
5] Do you belive he is alive? naw
6] Do you like afros? no
7] Have you ever said "Fo Shzzle"? joking around
8] Do you like to dance? no
9] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit? i love the woman who is the designer for baby phat
Total YES: 1?2?

--Emo--
1] Do you cry often? yeah
2] Do you wear hoodies? yes
3] Do you like soft music? yeah
4] Do people not understand you? i don't know.
5] Do you write your own songs? no
6] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark? yeah
7] Do you cut? eh
8] Are you lonely? sometimes
9] Is Ohio for lovers? sure
Total YES: 7

--Surfer--
1] Do you surf? no
2] Do you wear flip flops year-round? yeah. not everyday though.
3] Is your hair shaggy? no?
4] Do you wake up before 6 every morning? no
5] Do you own any pairs of shorts? yeah
6] Are you tan? no
7] Do you want to be at the beach right now? No
8] Do you hate tourists? no
Total YES: 2

--Nerd--
1] Do you wear glasses? yeah
2] Do you get good grades? i guess
3] Do you use an inhaler? no
4] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets? sometimes in my hair
5] Does your mom pick out your clothes? no
6] Do you ever get picked on? no
7] Do you look forward to go to school? yeah
8] Are you shy around the opposite sex? me? sometimes
9] Do you have braces? no
total YES: 3 or 4

so i have more emo.

big surprise there.

Oh yeah.
Everyone join this place because they're nice & it's awesome.
the_lotuskids

Excuse me while I fall apart

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 20:35:56 GMT

A short, boring update since I'm bored and annoyed.

Today was okay. Rather boring. I left 2nd period with T.J & Clarissa for pictures. I was happy to see the same guy that took them last year was here again. So, I talked with him. He liked my eyes. Hah.

The rest of the day was bleh. Sam was in a bad mood today.
I have puppet's tonight. I wish I didn't. I want to quit.

I came home and mom saw my makeup and clothes and bracelets that I wore today and she's pretty mad at me now. She's actually really mad, & I just think it's funny. She said I look like a clown & she's going to take a picture and send it to my dad.

Misguided Angel, Hanging over me..

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 20:35:47 GMT

Right now my cat is in a car ride she won't return from. They're just going to put her to sleep since the kittens were already dead and she's too weak for anything.
I'm crying alot now. I promise I'm trying not to. I really am. I hate how I can cry so easily. I know it's for the best. It's better than her suffering. But I didn't want her to die. I loved her alot. I still love her alot.

Better shape up..

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 20:40:12 GMT

Bleh.
I put on the makeup & took some pictures. I don't like them, at all. The makeup is so cheap & fake looking. I'm disappointed. I wasn't allowed to dress my sister up because of yesterday and it's too hard for me to take pictures of myself.
So here they are anyways..

I wanna be loved by you, just you.

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 21:48:40 GMT

Today was a long and quite lonely day.
So, I dressed my sister and myself up and took pictures.
Sadly, the batteries were basically dead. I got two of her and she tried to get one of me right

I'm upset about that one because she screwed it up by laughing.

And here for a few a took a while back but never posted.

Will's shoes.

A rose, obviously..

A slightly blurry but still wonderful picture of Rion.

& Rachel Lynne.

Cubby. Gosh, I love that cat.

One I took on the bus.

They're rather boring. But, I'm bored. So that's my excuse.

+edit+ I'm way happy because my mom and I had a talk about things, and I'm allowed to talk to guys on the phone and go places with guys and all of that great stuff. & I know you don't care, but that's made me alot happier.

It's a charmed life

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 01:20:19 GMT

I'm home.
& this is my 3rd post today?
Oh well.
It's just pictures from school the other day.

That's probably the cutest picture ever.

and there was a picture of hannah riight here but she did not like it so now it's gone!

No, I already did.

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 17:47:01 GMT

I'm in the bandroom right now.
Last night was puppets which was funfunfun.
I liked DDR.

Today is the game.
I'm staying after.
Then I'm going to Subway with Sam& Hannah.
Fun.

Tomorrow is the concert with Kelsey.
I have pictures I need to post.
Sometime.

Believe me when I say I love you

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 23:45:16 GMT

Agh. My mom just got home and she came back from CVS>
She said she wasn't going.
Oh well. I guess I'll visit Brian some other time.

My sister did bring me back some strawberry lipgloss.
I love it.
It tastes good and I normally don't even like strawberries.

I hope to God I mean a little more then the sounds that escape your tired 4 A.M. lips

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 21:54:30 GMT

Today was boring..

Today at lunch though, it was sad.
Because Kattie got me to go with her to the snack machines for a snack.
So I told her to get skittles and she did..
but they wouldn't come. So she kept shaking the machine, but they wouldn't move. So she put more money in, thinking she'd get the pack to fall down along with another one, but only one pack came. The other new pack got stuck too. So she went and told the teacher lady, but she told her to just shake it. SO Kattie just got popcorn and then we left. It was sad.

I finished Cut today.
I did like it, but Lily I agree with you on the ending being boring.

I'm bored now. Kelsey was talking to me earlier.
She wanted me to call her, but I said no.
So then she asked if I would sit with her at church Sunday, and I told her no.
So then she said I had to play DDR with her tomorrow night after puppet practice.
And, I said no.
I'm happy puppets is tomorrow.
I've missed it.

Now I'm trying to get my mom to take me to CVS because Brian is working there& I said I'd try to go.
haha.

I love youI loveyou Ilove youI love you

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 21:56:21 GMT

All That is on t.v right now. I remember when I was younger I used to watch that show and I LOVED it. I remember..Lori Beth, Kenan& Kel, Amanda Bynes, Josh Server, Danny Tamberelli... That was when they had the cool kids on there though. Now everyone on there is not funny.

Today was okay.
Nothing to say about it though.
Talked with Sam during 4th period because we had to stay in the gym.
She might be taking me home Friday after the game.. It's weird riding with her though. She doesn't seem like she could drive. Haha. Maybe that's mean for me to say.

Oh well.

+)

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

I will attempt to create a perfection

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 15:41:46 GMT

I didn't go to church this morning.
So I took a shower. With my adorable shower-loving cat of course.
Then dressed myself.
Then went outside to take some pictures.

Here are a few of them.

That's Cubby. Stephen MacCauley named him. He's the one who likes showers.

And that's me being stupid with a flower.

Another flower that I like.

And there I'm showing off my best skill: being able to match my clothing.

The importance of my love

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 01:28:15 GMT

Confess something.
Post a secret.
Anonymously, or not.
Everyone.

You know where I lay my head at night

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 15:38:22 GMT

I'm like super bored.
My mom is gone.
I'm home alone.
It's nasty outside.
I woke up at 10.
I watched some of Drive Me Crazy. I love that movie.

I'm going to post a list of songs that I'm in love with right now and can't stop listening to. The ones in bold I like more than the others.

Kiss the Girl from The Little Mermaid
Can You Feel the Love Tonight by Elton John & from The Lion King
Sweet Child of Mine by Guns & Roses
I Don't Wanna Know by New Found Glory
The Bad Touch by Bloodhoung Gang
Not With You by Tegan& Sara
A Whole New World from Aladdin
A Poetic Retelling of an Unfortunate Seduction by Bright Eyes
Tangerine by Led Zeppelin
Bang Bang by Le Tigre
Hey There Delilah by Plain White T's
Here Comes the Sun by The Beatles

So yeah. I basically listen to those songs over and over and over again every single day.

That's Rachel at the top of the stairs at my house.

This is our lovely friend Michael when he was playing with the little kiddies at McDonalds.

That's Rachel again laughing. Or smiling. One of them. Or both.

That is me one night, late at night, playing in the street.

And that's Jonathan, the cutest and most adorable kid in the world. He's Rachel's little cousin. I loveee him.

So come on and give it to me any way you can

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 01:09:22 GMT

http://mike.mm1swebcreations.com/lj/ljFriendsQuiz/
1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.

1.~How did you meet trizylovesyou? Eh, I don't remember.
2.~What would you do if you had never met lemmingontherun? The band trip to Florida wouldn't have been as fun..
3.~What do you honestly think of istarveforyouxx? She's fun to hang out with
4.~Would or did psychokiller029 and bandshorty go out? I don't think so
5.~Have you ever liked lint_n_my_sox? She's like my best friend duh!
6.~If xxbrittbrittxx died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know? Even though we've gone seperate ways, she's still my friend. :)
7.~Would it_hurtstosmile and dreameroftheday make a good couple? Haha, No.
8.~Describe trizylovesyou in 3 words: uhhm nice, amusing, fun?
9.~Do you think believer_inlove is hot? eh I'm sure people do
10.~Would xxbrittbrittxx and trizylovesyou make a lovely couple? No..
11.~What do you think of when you see bandshorty? I think of band
12.~Tell me something humiliating about dreameroftheday: I dunno anything humiliating about him
13.~Do you know any of ninjamonkeybeck's family members? no
14.~What's trizylovesyou's favorite color? I dunno. blue? pink?
15.~On a scale of 1-10 how cute is kenshin_89? 7..8? eh, I don't really rate people..
16.~What would you do if trizylovesyou just professed their undying love for you? I'd be uncomfortable
17.~What language does psychokiller029 speak? english I think
18.~Who is trizylovesyou going out with? I'm not sure
19.~Is poetryispassion a boy or a girl? a boy
20.~Would overkilllust and trizylovesyou make a good couple? Maybe? I don't think so but hey..
21.~Who do you think trizylovesyou would be great with from this list? nobody that I'm friends with on here
22.~When was the last time you talked to believer_inlove? today
23.~What is lint_n_my_sox's favorite band? i dunno she likes Enya alot
24.~Does it_hurtstosmile have any siblings? haha heck yes
25.~Would you ever date ninjamonkeybeck? ehh he's super hot
26.~Would you ever date trizylovesyou? no
27.~Is trizylovesyou single? I guess?
28.~What is trizylovesyou's last name? Powell I think!
29.~What is overkilllust's middle name? I don't know
30~What is istarveforyouxx's fantasy? Haha, I have no idea.
31.~Where does poetryispassion live? In Virginia
32.~Would you make out with trizylovesyou? Nope
33.~Are lemmingontherun and ninjamonkeybeck best friends? HAHA. They're the same person..
34.~Does trizylovesyou like trizylovesyou? That's the same again! && I'm sure she likes herself
35.~How did you meet overkilllust? 6th grade in band.
36.~Is believer_inlove older than you? yes
37.~Is trizylovesyou the sexiest person alive? i'm sure some guys think that..

Still eating her hair?

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 17:32:46 GMT

I'm at Rachel's right now.
She's braiding my hair.
Rachel says "Hi!"
Michael says "I am high."
And he really is.
That's sad.
Actually, it's funny.
They tried to get me high.
But, I declined.
Rachel wouldn't do it either.
They are hurting my hair.

Rachel & Mike

Mike & condoms

Rachel & Ronald McDonald

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 00:08:37 GMT

Gosh.
I just got back from band practice.
It was nice to see everyone again.
I just wanted to tell everybody how great Rachel Lynne Wellborn is.
She's my best friend& is the coolest ever, got it?
Good.
That is all I have to say.

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 21:19:13 GMT

blahblah

I'll wait for him, forever....

Wed, 04 May 2005 23:51:28 GMT

Comment or something && I'll add you.
♥♥♥